the older we get , the more reality kicks in

its hard to put in words whats happening at this moment in my life but i will try 1)my future where am i to go ? what am i to do? well ima stay in yale another year and work out where im going , i hope it works out... 2) my family as much as i love them they don't seam to be able to let me live my life as an 18 year old (yes i turned 18 last month) its as if im stuck . there constantly trying to make me live like them , never talking to anyone is it wrong to just want to live? 3)my relationship Me and reece have been together just over a year now and it makes me happy that i still have him , and things are more serious now between us but i still wonder would he be happier without me ? theres so many other things happening but i duno how to write them down maybe next time but heres a picture of Reece ,myself ,Sydney(one of my best best mates) and my auntie :)