12 days of summer *•*

I got up late cus my alarm didn't go off ( stupid alarm)
I met up with Nadia
we found a dieing butterfly and Nadia tried to nurse it to life
and we placed it in a good place 2 die
outside hmv
we bumped in2 Aaron and gaby
then we went to belvue and sat in quite sexual:L
but we had the deepest confo ever
than gaby came and joined us
and she got freeked a little by how we were sitting :L
we went to poundland and got a spiderman rubber ring and a ben10ball :L
and we said bye to gaby and we tould bethan we were in menera :L
bethan b baisicly made Nadia walk to fairways
yeah we walked so far and had a deep confo
and then when I got home
I had many a confo on msn
and I have planed for 2moz town with gaby and sofiah
I'm going now xxxxxxxxxx

11!!!!!! >.~

I didn't do much I went and cleaned
all my DVDs and vidioes sorted out
all my books
all my stuff sorted
I no it's not like me what so ever
I planed to go to town 2 times one with Nadia and one with cerys
I viseted my grannys and my auntie was there
it was nice to see her
I'm realy nervous for her
she's pregnant and has had many a miscarige
I'm just scared she will lose the baby :(
that was my day 11 :L very boring indeed

Day 10

I got up to go see eclips it was amaizing !!!!!!!!
Loved it
still a Edward fan >.<
on the way I lost £10
and I'm skint at the moment so it was like
fuck shit shit fuck
then sofiah called me and asked me to go to her house but I was in town
I seen my cousin Laura
I seen Nadia Laura and catrin
I got home and thought about everything and nothing
I went to my grannys and my auntie Helen was there so we had a good giggle
my auntie is 20 weeks pregnant and smoken
she's lost a few babys b4
and she won't stop smoken
I worry every day
and for a change I watched silent witness
I never watched it befor it was ok
well I'm going now cus this is maken me feel low for some reason "/
bye xxxx

Day 9

Well I slept over night in my grannys
I got up at 7:45!!! Shows how devoted I am to my wifes :L
I got into town at 10 and Nadia and catrin and me spent £15 on junk food :L
we went to belvue and watched zaholo and Benjamin play tenis
:L
then we went to the work out bit and sat on them things u are ment to lift up :L
we had a good old natter
then this Chinese man started doing sit ups
I went to join him oh everyone had turned into silent giggling :L
evan the Chinese man!! :L
then we got Nadia some hair die
and then Walked catrin home
then me and Nadia went on the park by spar
I had a really good smile :)
and then we walked so far then we split
then kfc >.<
look Mickey mouse face------>. •.•
I think I have a full blown crush on me heels :)
night y'all XXXXXXXX xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

day 8 :)

well i got up and i had a quick bath
then i went to grannys
and i have been tould i have the charm of the irish :L
i went 2 the sheropadiast with granny
and i been reading
and yappen 2 sofiah
and lisening 2 this 1 song over and over again love it
its Avril Lavigne -Alice
im not sure why but i connect with this song so here's the lyrics

Tripping out, spinning around,
I'm underground, I fell down
yeah, I fell down

I'm freaking out
Where am I now?
Upside down
And I can't stop it now

Can't stop me now
Oooh I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive

When the world's crashing down
when I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

I found myself in wonderland
Get back on my feet again
Is this real?
Is this pretend?
I'll take a stand until the end

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive

When the world's crashing down
when I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive

When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

so yeah
i shall let ya no what i do with the rest of my day latter :)

Day 7 of hannah's summer

Well I got up I had cheese on tost nommmmmm
I watched flowers in the attic <3
what a film !!!
It's a bit old in make up tecneeks but hey it's about 30 years old!!
I honestly loved it <3
that main lad christifer( jeb) is nommy
then I got dressed
I had a makeup disaster
I got some nommy duck eggs from granny they r so nommm
we had egg chips and peas <3
then I watched the whole serise of pride and predajest
tWas amaizing !!!
Mr darsy <3
what a charicter
then we took the dog for a walk
omg I have never seen so many rabbits in my life!!!
Meg had a feild day with them all :L
she didn't catch any but she ran after them all :L
I had a confo with Steven , catrin and nadia
my high heels<3
I'm going into town on tuseday to have a giggle with nadia XD
well chaw for naw xxxx

Day 6

I got up at 8.30
and realised I don't have theatertrain
nooooooooo :(
then I went and got ready for town with bethan
we had a fab time
we went to marubeys nomm
then got bethan a USB
and I got a load of suger
we went to libery
and read this book about mental illnasses :L
oh how it was amusing
we bumped into alot of people
we had a muffin and a bottle of water in gregs
I put my name down for a job in Sayers
I'm exsited about that
I am still upset
but I realised last night
life is short to care about my emotions
I have desided I'm not going to care how I feel anymore
cus this emotion makes me eat shit
and I'm fed up of it
i'm just fed up of feeling
see ya

Later day 5

Well I didn't go to my nanas
insted I read on the decking in shorts
I love reading
I had a few messages of sofiah
then this one message that made me feel like a black hole was sucking me in and all the good things in life
all my happy good emotions teared from there roots and only leaving me with the words of the text and me
she dumped me
through text!
She knows it's in my opinion the worst way to dump some one
i was in the garden with my folks
my hardest acting chalenge
not showing I was hurt
all I wanted to no was
why throu text?
why then?
what did I do wrong ?
Did I show my feelings to much ?
Did I make u feel unhappy?
Well I'm going now
tell me to brake a leg for my acting for the rest of the day it's going to be hard ;'(:'(:'(:'(

Day 5 in a world of insanity

I got up and had a few cups of coffie
then I had a text from sofiah
all this week when I have had a message from her or an email it made me smile
just knowing she's thinking about me :)
I'm a soppy old fool
I played on sims
I think I might go to nanas in a bit
tell ya later what happens in my little bubble :)

Day 4

Well on day 4 I desided I was becoming a chef for the day >.<
I went to the shop to get some stuff and got drenched!!
Stupid rain
now I made all by my self from scratch
a huge chocolate cake with chocolate butter cream in the middle
and
2 normal cakes with chocolate bits in them
nommmmmmn
I bernt my finger geting them out of the oven :(
I really missed sofiah while having a slice of the one with chocolate bits in it cus it reminded me of a day out when we had a box of cookies and a bag of prawn crackers and yeah I miss her :(
then I borrowed a film from my grannys
pirates of the carabian something black perl
it was ok I'm not a big pirate of carabian fan
that was about 3:00 in the morning
all in all day 4 was good :)

Day 3

Well I had a bath and then walked to town
I arived early so I went in to waterstones
there was this creepy old man looking at the manga books
I love manga and anime but this man was just creepy!
Then I met jam outside mcdonalds
and it poorreedd down!!
I was socked!!
We went to hmv and we met Sam and codie
and we had such a good day!
So many pics!!
We bumped in2 nadia and corin to and I had an awsom hug of nadia :)
I gess I'm boring
I gess I need to get my emotions in line
well I'm going bye x

Day 2

Right I shal skip the boring I woke up shizz
I cryed for no reason at all , it was odd
I hate it when that happens
then the counsil came around to check if there was espestos in r walls
I wached the persuit of happyness
what a film :')
then I had some YouTube time
then joined tumbbler
i didn't like it so I left :L
then my mum came in the room
and we talked about music
then she said so u like paramore , would you like ticckets for your birthday ?
I went into ultrasonic :L
she said I could have 2 ticckets one for me and a mate
so I thought bethan :)
god with the rain I couldn't get signal to phone her 2 see if she wanted to come
but I got to her in the end :)
she was like
AAAAAA
her mum amuzes me honestly :L
so yes Im going with her to see paramore on the 10 of November
I can't wait >.<
then I borrowed my naboure the last book in the twilight saga and she's asked me if I want to go see eclips with her
well of course I said yes !!
And she borrowed me 3 books
davinch code ( yano what I mean)
angles and demonds
and then the third one :L
I'm now stalked up with books for the summer and it's lovely floods of rain :L
then I made plans for town 2moz with Sam codie and jam
it's going to b epic!!!
And me and mum r becoming closer which is nice
and I had a message of sofiah wich made me smile
why do I miss her so much it's only been a few days ?
And a text of bethan that made me smile
thanks bethan :)
miss you sofiah
damn you rain :@
byeeeeeeeeeeree XXXXXXX

The end of the first day

AAAAAAAAAA
:'( I hate this bit
this girl I'm mates with tould me she realy liked me but she new I was taken
this sucks I hate having to say sorry
I hate saying in any form of way
I'm not interested sorry go away
how ever nice I say it , it fucks me up in side I always feel so bad and I don't no witch side is worse
hers or mine
then I made a triffle
it was sooooo tasty
then after I made that I went bk online and me and the girl were good and it was if nothing had happend then she started to cry
I asked her what was up she said an ex boyfriend giving her jip
I new she was telling the truth at this point it was about 1am maybe 2am
I couldn't think what to say
I felt so bad
but an up note is I'm meeting jam codie and Sam in town Wednesday :)
I'm still missing sofiah and hope she's ok
bye :( xx

Day 1 in the summer of hannah :)

So I had a looonnggg sleep this morning
well I had no reason to be up early
and then I thought about sofiah and how much I miss her from her dazzling eyes to the sweet sound of her voice
and then I had a confo with Sam . She puzzles me I don't no what to make of her she suraly nows how to make me giggle :)
then I wore my new check shirt , green vest , boyfriend jeans and cat boots I sort of looked like a cow girl in a way :L
then I walked to my Nans it's 3miles away and in my boots it was very painful :(
so I spent all day there and had the most lovely meal
phesant casarole and new potatos
nommmm
and then my cousin laura and her boyfriend Joe
and now I'm boring you with my life
when I left my nana made me take £5.00 of her as pocet money for the week wich was nice but I don't like taken money of her but cus I don't see her often and she dousent spend loads on me like my two other cousins she gave me the £5
and now I'm going to yap to Sam again
speek to you latter
miss you sofiah
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My summer starts now XD

Well I thought I have time to blog now so I thought I shall tell you lot what I have been doing every day of my summer :)
if you get bored you don't have to read :)

Annwyl sofiah

Your text !
Look u no how I role I wouldn't do that! And u no it
I will have but not that way ! I will go to town and have fun with mates but never ever that way !!
I miss you babe <3
I wish I was with you
loves ya xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
<3

And I started to wonder were did it all start to find out that nothing can capture a heart like a melodey can (8)

Don't think u can gess but I feel musicalish >.<
some suprises are worth waiting for :)
it's official I Hannah davies am a babe magnet!!
I can explan
I have a gf , two ppl who fancy the pants off me and they don't no me :S and this gril who is like raaa I fancy u she dousent fit into the other bit cus she's funny ( in a haha way) like that:L and I have another girl questioning her sexuality
so yes I never new my life would turn out like this
I had imagend if I was lucky I'd have a lad who liked me and we would buy a cottage and live r lives like musicals
but it turned out a bit difrent it seems :L
any ho
I'm going to miss you :( <3
summer ppl!! With more rain (Y)
year 10 has gone waaaaayyyy to quick for me it's not right
it's the last theatertrain of the term 2moz :'[ going to miss the place it gives me my weekly dosige of musical theaterness and the closest I get to living my life like a musical!!
God I have said this a few times alredy but realy realy realy want to live my life like a musical :L
well I'm shatterd now and missing her <3 night y'all
xxxx<3xxxxxx

:}

im sorry at dinner time i was just so not me
i felt so presured then i just became angery
im sooo sorry
love <3
im wrighting a song at mo and im strugling with lirycs but i got this bit :

to say i love you is so easy exspesialy when its true
baby dont go anywere cus i need u
without your smile i cry
without your touch i crumble inside
without your love im not worth exsisting cus baby you are my all my everything
i love you

gtg now laves u all
xxxxxx