(8)So what I'm still a rock star I got my rock moves and I don't need you gess what ! I'm having more fun now that were done I'm gona show you tonigh

Yesterday was brill tbh
It had snowed here Friday so everywere looked brill
There was a new lad in theater train and I think he likes me:$
Shame he's not my type :L
Then i rushed home to change and get my mate a dousen red roses for her birthday
She loved them:)
And then a group of us went to watch harry potter 7
It was amaizing!!!!!
Then we went to pitzza express
Lol it was cool
Then it was home time
My auntie went into the hospital
Then went home:L false alarm
Then I walked cerys to the bus stop and got in about 7.47 I had been up sins 8 that morning so I was shattered and I had a 3 hour bath with a book:L
And pamperd myself in my fav lotions and potions:L
Then I started doing notes on welsh poems and then I got shattered:L so bed time for me:L
(8) you weren't there you never were
You want it all but that's not fair
I gave you life I gave my all
You weren't there
You let me fall(8)

(8) till I try I'll never know

After school today I went to revise with cerys:)
We had a realy good confo:)
And then I noticed something
I noticed that I honestly don't care what some people think of me
I mean ofcourse I care about some but others I'm thinking
And I care because ?
I mean come on!
I don't care what Jake thinks( he's a lad i'n my year I suppose some people call him popular or something like that but I think he's just very imtimanaiting ) or Ryan or even Morgan!
I also noticed I take my past experiances and let them affect my now experaiances
I have actualy been thinking alot today:)
(8) I think I'll try and defy gravity
(8) it's time to trust my instincts close my eyes and leave
That song I relate to alot at this moment:) it's defying gravity -wicked
Well I'm gona sleep now night

all ime low-break your little heart

Wide awake, my mistake
So predictable
You were fake, I was great
Nothing personal

I'm walking
Who's laughing now?
(Who's laughing, who's laughing now?)
I'm wasted, wasting time
You talk for hours
But you're wasting lines
A pretty face but the chase
Ain't worth the prize

I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
I'm gonna break your little heart in two

Party queen, cause a scene
So ridiculous
Little dress, maybe less
So conspicuous

You're falling
Who's crashing now?
(Who's crashing, who's crashing now?)
I'm wasted, wasting time
I'm moving on
But you're left behind
A pretty face with the chace
Ain't worth the price

I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
I'm gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door
Sew yourself shut
Now you're begging for more
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two

Don't be so sentimental, no
This is love is accidental, so
Give it up
This was never meant to be
More than a memory for you

I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
(When I break your little heart in two)
I'm gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door
Sew yourself shut
Now you're begging for more
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two


cus i feel them lyrics are directed at me=/
u no what im not sorry for anything i did
bu 1 thing i regret?
letting you get so close to me
for letting u hurt me over and over again
i am sick of this hurt im never gona let anyone hurt me again like this .period.
im in my grannys been here sins friday
seen my auntie shes ok
in tt were doing fame! im the parts of roger and betty:L
im sorry im so sentimental and "waisted your time"
well blog soon
hannah bannana x

Shittt!

My auntie went to hospital this morning because of pains and contractions!
It's way to early for the baby to come!
So they stoped the contractions thank god
Last night I went to my local colege's open evening
And I found this course
I am in love with it
Now here's my down side
I need a C in english and I can't spell
And the audition is really hard to get in:/
Ie last year 89 students auditioned 29 got in
It's the only thing I want to do!
And it says in a fancy way
I have to b fit so no more shit for me
I just want to make it so bad :(
Yesterday it was the fist time I ever thought fuck the world and it's shit I'm going to b happy
So for an hour I was
Then I fell asleep:L
Wish list:-
To get that c in English
To be happy
To pass the audition ( which entaitels a song solo a monolog and a dance solo)
And for that prince/princess to come sweep me off my feet
To lose wait
And that my auntie will b ok

Uch!

I don't think u see my said!
It's not a subject I'm very open to
I am a nervous wreak !
I never said don't ever speek to them!
I was just not ready for you to say it now
A few weeks sure but it's the subject why I'm like this!
I can't explain how I feel
But I just really wish u hadn't
I'm sorry

School should start at 12 end at 1 and have an hour lunch brake!