Life is a bitch yano

When everything finely becomes nice and plays fair it fucks up again!! It may not be me but it douse affect the ones close to me ( I'm sorry for that ,the fact that others can't treat people like well people!!)
Today I had a lot of memories
All of them leading to a stupid stupid thing I said a few years ago
I'm sorry I ever said it
I'm sorry I ever thought it!!

The days I realy want a hug
Is the days I can't just hug them:/
Sometime I wish people would hug me
For no reason
And it wasn't me asking for one or me huging them for no reason

(8) but u held me down
(8) you know if never hurt you that way
(8) I can't hear your screams anymore
(8) just get through this day
(8) lose myself
(8) there's to much guilt to pay
-evenessence the last song I'm waisting on you

Well I better get back to my course work a page to go and I'm done:D

If eyes could speek one look would say everything (8)

Here I go again trying to pretentious my hands are steady -if eyes could speek
He broke my headband while we were swapping head were
So I was teasing him by going " you'll regret it" and teasily saying stuff like that
So he was practically on his knees begging for forgiveness and said " I'll do anything for you to forgive me"
I should have said something tarty but I made him let me were his scarf >.<
And he had to pin me to the floor to get it back at the end of the lesson
And somewhere in the middle of pining me to the floor he opened my shirt a little with out me noticing :L
Shame I don't have the guts to tell him :L
My dance teacher said I was a realy good dancer wich is a tottal boost cus my dancing is my worst next to high notes:L
And I got my Yale letter with my auddition speech and times in yesterday
And it says I need to have a solo song preperd so I asked my singing teacher what she thinks I should do she said do funny huney -Chicago
Me and autumn were crying tears of happyness it was ...emotional?
Exsept for the stress and being ill life is fab :)
(8) come on and kiss the girl