nawww!!!

i do love my boy tbh :')
hes so sweet
so kind
so caring
cant wait for tomorrow .im going to meet his folks .i hope they like me :)
my gentelman in tweed <3

yale and its wonders

i think yale has opened my eyes to many things
bitches come in unattractive packeges with names of gems
friends come in the weirdest of ways with names of places and the most unusual letters of the alphabet
crushes come with accsessorys and end up one ofyour clossest friend :)
and religion makes you sit and ponder about aliens
and maybe you will find that one person who makes you smile and think this is who i want to be for atleast some time:)
wether your a Sydney ,a Zoe ,a Jade ,sacha or maybe a Reece life isnt quite compleate with out you:)

its my life(8)

so blogger its been a while!
whats been happening? well i will tell u i have been dating this lad for two moths (last saturday) and hes pretty damn amaizing tbh :')
i have been in yale for my first turm and done two public shows and they both went alright not my best in my opinion
im loving yale.
christmas shopping is still yet again a blag and driving lessons are making me want to tear my hear out ( yes u could count on me to have road rage hahaha)
i have decorated the christmas tree and found the cutest vintage shop!
oh i have had my hair cut !
well thats all i can think of for now .i will try and update ALOT more offten hahah
tatty bye <3

sorry for not posting :)

right i have had gcse's
gotten on my proforming arts class and love it!
its killing my legs but its so much fun!
i turned 17! and has had my first driving lesson!!.scary but exsiting (stupid clutch!)
glee season 3 stared and its so awsome ftw the new quinn!
i have fallen in love with christina perri!
she is the sinnger for jar of hearts ,arms and so many more songs ! they are fantastic songs (and are in my singing range hell yeah!!)
so hears the lyrics to arms

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I'm home

How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I've never opened up
I've never truly loved 'Till you put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go


I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

You put your arms around me and I'm home


and heres te lyrics to jar of hearts
No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Walk like an Egyptian(8)

I'm going to egypt tomorrow !!!!!
I can't wait !
I probably won't get Internet overthere so this is my blog post for 2weeks!
When I come back I'm gona be so brown0.o
Well see you!! Xxx

Reasons why I can't stand going to buy clothes

- I always feel like every one is watching me
-if I find something I like it never looks good on me
- if something I look good in and I like it always costs a bomb
- if I try something on and I come out to show someone ( ie a friend) there is always a really skinny person out there looking at me
- if I try something on there is always someone I know and don't like pulling mocking faces at me
- there's alway mirrors everywhere in the cubical and when I'm changing I always see the parts of me I wouldn't want anyone to see .expesialy me

Why is it always a big deal :/
Stupid clothes >.>

My story so far ( far off finished polished and stuff)

The sun was setting over the ocean and a pair of familiar dainty arms wraped around my waist daraging me down to the floor.
" hey you" wissperd Alice while smothering my neack and cheek in a familiar pattern of kisses 
" hey " I wisperd back
My name is Isabella swan ( but I prefer being called bella) and my life is what I like to call unusual .I used to be a plain Jane until alice walked into my life she turned my world sideways ,back to front and made it do the cha cha slide . 
It all stared September 4th 2009 I was running late for school that morning so I never heard the gossip of the new kids in town until I had biology first lesson .his name was Edward cullen and everyone was drooling all over him( quite latterly in mikes case) that was one of the 2 reasons I noticed him the second was he was sitting on my table MY table! Everyone knows in this school how I hate sitting next to people . But what could I do? There was no other seat in the whole class so I sulked and slumped in my seat and had planed on making him feel like sitting there was the worlds worst disision when he looked at me and smiled, it was no normal smile it was a smile like a blind man seeing the sun for the first time.and it did NOTHING for me .if anything it creeped me out.he turned on his bench and smiled and said in a quite a huskey voice ( mike must have loved his voice by the look of his pants)
" hello my name is Edward Cullen and you are?" he asked leaning in way to close for comfort 
" bella" I answerd short and maybe not so sweet .
He had a look on his face that said" did u just do that?" and most pobably wasn't used to not having people not care what comes out of his oddly shaped mouth .
" well bella it's a umm a um aa plesure to meet you"
It sounded more of a question than a statement I just nodded sticking with my original idea of acwardness and put my hair over my shoulder like a vail of privacy .I hate new kids there ether extreamly happy or extreamly shy and I cant wait for them not to be the shiney new toy .i know im nothing special ( if anything im boring pale skin,brown hair clutzy ) but i just can not stand it when people think there instantly better than you .
throu out the lesson i could see Edward trying to fraze something but losing confidence or changing his mind last second by the time it was bothering me the bell went and i pradicly ran outte room (i didnt because i would mos likely fall) and there at my shoulder was him. my stalker.my annoying yet always there for me best mate . i cant hate him but when he dose some idiotic stuff you gotta think " why do i hang around with you?"but all in all Jacob is my best mate, brther in many ways .and somehow new that i was annoyed 
"coome on hells bells who said what ? you know i am all ready to annoy them to death?" he laughed at his own stupid joke but some how it worked i smiled 
" i had to share my table"i mumbled
"oh know dum dum dum duuuuuum" said jacob in mock horror .so i had no problem with back handing his arm 
." ouch bella! Well who invaded your table?" he steped a away out my hitting range 
" Edward flippin' Cullen "
" oh no ! You got what everyone in this school wants. His attention and you are angry? Hey if I wasn't with Leah I would be hitting him" he winked an over the top wink . Yeah Jacobs bi but I'm the only one that knows . Leah went out with this lad Sam before Jacob well let's say he swapped teams and broke leahs heart , so Jacob hasn't tould Leah he's bi because she would most likely have an anxiety attack . And Sam? Well let's say him and leahs brother are closer than ever .
" he's nothing special if anything he's creepy!" I replied in a well duh tone.Jacob wering a mask of horror grabbed out his phone and started texting ( his addiction) 
" who you texting now " it annoys me when he douse this in a middle of a confosaition why can't it wait till after??
" everyone in school" he mumbled , his tung  sticking out of his mouth in conserntraition . I was about to ask why but then the bell went of for second lesson and we both went are own ways . I had drama next , my safe haven , my sanctuary in many ways. My dream? To proform for millions and have enough money to be comfterble . And as I walked in just about to say hello to mr donavon , I saw my worst nightmare . A girl in high heel scratching my floor ( yes mine I raised all the cash for this floor to be re-done) and one of the rules was .NO HIGH HEELS!! and who is she? She must be new because I know everyone in my drama class ( we take on reservation kids because there is hardly enough people to do a small production). She wore skin tight jeans that hugged her bum in a nice way( what am I saying??) she also had on like a blowsy tunic that went in at the wrists and just under her boobs and flowed out and finished at the top of her Jean pockets , she wore a choker ( black) that had the most unusual pendant , is it a crest? And her hair was short and black that had spikes everywhere she looked amazing .from her ( high heeled ) shoes to her beautiful spiked hair . When she turned around the air from my chest just disappeared , her skin was perfect , not a single flaw, her eyes were Like shunning emeralds, her nose was small and buttoned and her lips were smiling , so plumped and red it was hard to stop staring when I noticed she was stearing at me. At me!! Why on earth would she stare at me? Did I have food down me ? Or toothpaste on my face again?. Then the girl did something I didn't expect . She looked away and blushed and started walking towards me . Her walk was graceful and elegant like a gazelle or a ballerina . I couldn't help but smile . When she reached me she waved and said in the most magical voice( like wind chimes or an harp)
" hey I'm Alice . I'm soo sorry" she looked down and I hated not seeing her eyes.why did it bother me? 
" why are you sorry?" I was very confused and hated seeing this girl sad, again why did this bother me?
" I erm wore heels and I just heard about how you raised the money for the floor" it seamed so silly for me to blush but I did it's like I can't help but react like that ? Just as I was about to welcome her properly mr donavon walled in and said get Into pairs and Alice looked at me and put her head to the side as if asking do I want her partner I smiled as if saying yes . Wow this girl is just amazing it's as if we have are own language only the two of us know . The exersize is one I have done thousand times before . Mr donavon shouts out an emotion and we have to act it out .he chose me and Alice first and we got up and she looked nervous as if she hated attention then she looked at me and smiled her whole posture relaxed ( I wonder why?) the first few were easy , happiness - Alice was jumping up and down and I smiled it wasn't intentional it just happened( then I noticed Alice had swapped her high heels for a pair of converse ) she winked at me when she saw me looking , next was sad - I stood still and looked at the door with a single tear rolling down my face crossing my arms over my chest I couldn't see what alice was doing the next was anger and we both started shouting and getting closer to each other until you could hold up a magazine in-between us .that's when I noticed she's about 4'9 . Mr donavon had to shout to get us to notice him because we were so wrapped up in are argument .
" right girls I'm gona ask you to do a difficult emotion  now if you don't feel comfortable say so okay?" we looked at each other in confusion and nodded 
" ok girls I want you to portray love" 
We looked at each other and we both blushed and she looked down I walked over to her and lifted her chin up so I could see her eyes , I wanted to make sure she was comfortable doing this and mr donavon started clapping we hadn't started yet ! Had we? We looked at each other in the eye and she did a small embaressed  smile and took my hand and dragged me to the seat while the other pairs had a go Alice wisperd in my ear
" what's up with you ? Your names bella right?"
Just when she said my name I felt my skin felt like it went up in flames I did everything in my power not to look down and check . What was up with me?
" yeah I'm bella you have a mobile? "
What possessed me to ask I will never know but all I know is I need to work out this stranger . She giggled a high pitch giggle , nodded and handed me a business card ( huh?) it had a mobile and house number , Facebook name , msn account , email and address ( god this girl is prepared much!?) just as I was about to answer mr Donavon cleared his throat and stared at us , infect everyone was staring . How long had we been in are bubble ? 
" aa Bella and Alice I'm glad you two have arrived on earth again  but back to the class ok? Right this weeks assignment is musical theater in the pairs I put u in I want you to have a song, dance and a small script prepared  from the musical I give u ok?" he looked around the room to see if everyone was listening . Of corse we were we love his assignments! And this week I was in my element musical theater .and everyone knew it so everyone kept looking at me I just looked forward and waited 
" right Quil and loran you two will preform a section from fiddler on the roof , Jessica and Seth with prefom a section from cabaret , sunny and Luke you two will preform a section from calamity Jane , Claire and Bethan will do a section from wicked and finally  Bella and Alice you two will do a section from Chicago .I want your work in Friday lesson 5 ok go 5 minuets early " 
Alice looked ecstatic ! Wow I must thank mr donavon for giving me a good excuse for getting to know Alice . Alice looked at me and said in a happy tone
" oh my god Bella Chicago is my favorite musical of all time!! Can I be Roxie?!?" I could not believe this girl   She is perfect !
" same here!! It's one of my dreams to be Velma ! Were gonna rock this!!" I said in an equally happy voice .as we both collected are stuff I noticed her staring at me and when I turned she blushed and mumbled something about text her and she walked away then  I realised I had just missed break and half of the next lesson . How can one girl have this affect on me ?
 Next lesson I had business , my teacher is one of those relaxed ones that makes jokes and is reddy to help you but try and walk all over him well than you are in some deep shit just as I was about to sit down in my seat I noticed another intruder on my table .ANOTHER ONE!! what is it with people today and my table .
This one was a big one he had muscles on top of muscles ! Short curly hair and a smile that reminds me of my own smile ( huge ,friendly and cheesy)
And just as I was going to scowl a make him uncomfortable he pulled out my chair and gave me a wink .I stopped  breathing and looked down and sat down in my seat .he chuckled quietly and whispered 
" they said I was going to face a punishment worse than death by sitting here " he chuckled softly once again 
" especially after what u did to my brother in biology ."
Again he chuckled and I blushed even more, his eyes they had a child like joy mixed with the emotional depth of a man who has been broken and built back up again .and I couldn't stop looking into them .oh god I have gone and done it .I went and fell in love with a complete stranger !
" my name is emmet and by the amount of texts I got of Alice saying she just got her first assignment with you .I'm guessing you met her and you met Edward he hasn't stopped talking about you ether ,you seem to have that effect on my family " he smiled and leaned closer and smiled .I couldn't help but melt and smile back 
"Ahh Bella so nice of you to join us I want you to stay behind after lesson " said mr jones( the business teacher) in a haha I got you now voice .
" yes sir" I replied miserably and looked at emmet through the corner of my eye and yes he was looking at me .wow there's something about this family they just keep staring at me 

So that's it so far:)

Musical soulmate:D beautiful song by Mark something ( puck from glee)

Musical Soulmate lyrics

I remember when I realized
The depth of your beauty for the first time
A million ears had heard you
But none had listened quite like mine

Every phrase that leaves your lips
Makes me feel as if I'm paralyzed
Talking is trivial, sing another crazy note
And I will be a third below
The troubles that we knew before
Disappear and all I know is that
It makes no difference where you come from
I don't care if you need my love
You know I'll be there
I swear I want to sing to the world
No need to keep it a secret
You are the one, the only
My musical soulmate

Darling listen
The audience is calling you
(They're calling you)
There's no way in hell that
They will ever feel you like I do

It makes no difference where you come from
I don't care if you need my love
You know I'll be there
I swear I want to sing to the world
No need to keep it a secret
You are the one, the only
My musical soulmate

It makes no difference where you come from
I don't care if you need my love
You know I'll be there
I swear I want to sing to the world
No need to keep it a secret
You are the one, the only
My musical soulmate

these lyrics are submitted by BURKUL
these lyrics are last corrected by quitecontrary

I'll never be your monkey wrench(8)

Exams ( brain explodes)
I can't belive you don't understand the meaning of bugger off and fuck off

There was 12 to start how many will remain?
For future grabs are hands and takes abord the ship of unknown destinations
Who will servive and who will die
Who will swim in wealth and who will live life in and out of behind solid bars
Who will bare young and who will live a life time unloved
There was 12 to start who will remain

Yesterday was awesome!

I left school yesterday and had a brill time in the foam fight ^.^
then cerys's party afterwards :)
I now have a love for:-
Top step of the stairs
Recling sofas and
Pattious ( can't spell)

All in all my life has just started

Prom on Wednesday!!! So flipping existed !!

I'm all set
Dres[x]
Balero [x]
shoes[x]
foundation[x]
Eye liner[x]
mascara [x]
eyeshadow[x]
lip gloss[x]
necklace [x]
earrings[x]
hair shizz[x]
bracelet[x]
nail varnish[x]
Bag[x]
ability to walk in shoes[ ]
elegence [ ]
lady like ness [ ]

Well you can't buy everything :L

Days were you put on trakeys and don't want to go out but u have to and then feel shit (N)

It's my life it's now or never I don't want to live forever I just want to live while I'm alive it's my life(8)

Aaa yesterday was amaizing !

A the royal wedding :')

Her dress!! God I love a soppy happy ever after:')

black swan reviw

well ijust watched black swan
wtf !!
its rancy alright wasnt expecting that much tbh
dancing in it? fab !
confusing story line but all in all grate film:)

Thank you!

God how I love my family :)
Joe loves the welsh language:D
I hate revision
I love My friends
I love Joe
I love my auntie hel
I love my family!!

God I just love my life!!
<3<3

Why can't life be like films :'/

Die mother fucker die mother fucker die!(8)

Uch ! Get a life ! You annoy me so frigging much!! No wonder people can't stand you!! Is it your life ambition be hated? If so congratulations to you mission frigging accomplished!!


Right now that's out of my system I wanted to tell you lot about my few days
1) dads birthday:D he had the most amaizing cake ever! We had a Barby . Nana came:) we had a fire in the back ^.^
2) I started to write a story for fan fiction :) I might post up the perfected pice at some point
3) I have read 3 books
4) I'm going next week up to prestatyn to sleep at my aunties:) can't wait :D

That's it for Now bye xx

. Go to Wikipedia and hit random. The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band. 2. Go to quotationspage.com and hit random. The last four or five words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album. 3. Go to Google Images, type in 'Photography' and use the first real photo on the first page. 4. Use picnik.com, a free online photo editor, to put it all together.

10 songs on ipod ...shuffle !

1)dirty pretty things-buzzards and crows
i first heard this song when i was 10 my dad was talking about bands and he put this on.its alright .i have at some point suggested this song to others

2)led zeplin-going to california
i love this song it makes me want to dance.or learn the gitar :L
i would lissen to this song :D

3)evenescece-listen to the rain
this is a deepressing song. makes u think of medievil church . with a dodgy choir .

4)mary j blige-mjb da mvp
wtf .never hear this song in my life . ever . but apparenrtly bethan has............

5)toploader-achilles heal
i adore /love/would do this song
it is a classic!!!!!!
i suggest you lissen to this song
now!!!!!!!!!!!

6)various artist -good morning starshing
never heard of this.it sounds creepy but the first 2 lines are in willy wonka (new one) "good morning starshine the earth says hello" ....crepy indeed

7)scooter-scooter/question
o.0 bethan is dancing..........
not my sorta music

8)the fray -how to save a life
what a babe! i love this song yputube it now!!at somepoint everyone has quoted this song!!

9)various artist-lifes been good
not sure if i know this song.good song from what hear good gutar and alright voice
and bethan is dancing so it must be ok atleast :

10)inner city-good life
get down to the club in the 80s and you would probablyhear this in a tecno place as i said not my sorta stuff but alright if you want to take the piss out of :L

well thatsmy 10 .

because me and bethan laughed at the american

I WAS-sane

I AM-a teenage over dramatic soul

I THINK-that majoraty of amarican blogs are boring ( no offence miss conduct)

I WONDER-if i had lots of money would anyone treat me diffrent

I WISH-school would finnish.like now biatch!

I SAVE-bethans life on a daily basses ;)

I ALWAYS-stop look and listen(well some times)

I CAN'T-stop laughing at this shit

I BELIEVE-in angels(8)

I PROMISE-that bethan will do this 2 and will have some craken ideas :p

I LOVE-the idea of love

I SCRAPBOOK-to pretend i scrapbook because i dont scrapbook :L

thats all look at bethans blog -trapped in a world only i can see- for her answers

"im so confused!!"

well blogg
i can officialy say i have eaten so much shit(nommmm)
its a mirical bethan( who is sitting right by me )can cope with giggly me:L
well blog latter.................maybe

The sun ,Abbie and I.

I can honestly say
I have not had a day were I feel like this in a long time
Today In theatertrain Kevin ( he is high up in the ladder of Tt doing something) came to my school
He came into my dance class( nervous face much!)
We danced to only girl in the world rhianna and the dance we had matched my mood ( up beat happy and plain amazing XD)
And in drama we got cast in honk >.<
and then I walked into town with abbie
She is the most amazing funny girl I have ever met tbh so easy to talk to and is very friendly:) I can see best mate
And then when I got home I finished reading blue moon and enjoying the sun
Then after a lovely day in my shorts me and my family went out for a meal :)
All in all an amazing :)
Oh and my thoughts go out to miss conduct :) I really hope u don't have to have surgery :)
Loves u all xxx

For you..:)

My dad <3
How you seam to know how to make me smile no matter what my mood:D
You know exactly what to say at the right moment :)
And you are just amaizing
Icould list things about you all day but I knowothers wouldn't appreciate it
But to summerise dad
I can't think of anyone els I would like to have in my life more than you
I love u dad<3

A simple text can brighten your life:)

She cried from morning till noon
And I noticed her tears
I said darlin what's up? You know I have excellent ears
She tould me everything that happend and I explained how it wasn't all bad
She's said I love you to the wrong sort of man
And know she cries from moring till night
And with a simple text
It reminded her of the light:)

Don't you just love people :D

" hey I just wanted to say hello so yeah that's it bye "
:')

Had my first krushemXD

It was awsom!!
Elton John how I thank you for my sanity !<3
I have spent loads of time revising and if it wasn't for his music ...I think I would have gone crazy!!!
My drama teacher is going to make me extra fat!!
He's making me be blamimic and so first of all stuff my face with profitarolls then with chocolate cake and cream!!>.>
oh well at least bethan is my partner:)
well I better go bye x

That acward moment when someone starts singing on glee when my dad is sitting on the sofa:L

Glee<3
Blane is just plain stupid! He should go out with Kurt!!!!
Any who
Annie the musical<3
Mulan<3
My lovely bones<3
chicago <3
tim burton films<3
Fanfic <3
them moments when you can't help but smile :)<3
my mates and family <3
It's finaly getting nice:) ( the wether) <3
* brakes out into dance*
Oh it's my life(8)^.^ <3
happy days xxxx

A catch up is needed :)

Well sorry for not blogging my brain has been busy recently so a catch up
It's been sunny!! I know!! And I loved it :) I just can't wait till egypt :)
I GOT IN TO YALE ^.^ I'm so happy and a friend of mine got i'n to :D all I need know is the gcse's
I went to a fancy dress party xD I went as Edward sissor hand:)
My mum saw me standing by Cerys when she was smoking and has been giving me the 101 questions >.>
I need my auntie L :/
I have no more course work^.^
well gota get reddy for school
A propper catch up later:)
Loves and hopes
Xxx

Ping pong ping

Why is it everytime I go to play ping pong
I always end up with the crappy table
>.>
tbf I love random singing moments were someone starts singing anysong and you start singing with them^.^
frosties there grrrrrrrrrate :p
(8) have a little pacientce
Crossfade are officially one of my fav bands!!
I might change my hair ...

Right that's it for now
If u need me comment:)
* jazz hands*
Hannah xxx

I had a bad day (8):)

Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I let things get on top of me
Uch
Why!

And I saw your face now I'm a beliver, the sun has got his hat on hip hip hip hip hip hooray , I'm walking on sun shine wooooaaah,don't stop moving(8)

Just a small collection of song quotes to show how I feel :)

1 word is all it takes :')

Life is a bitch yano

When everything finely becomes nice and plays fair it fucks up again!! It may not be me but it douse affect the ones close to me ( I'm sorry for that ,the fact that others can't treat people like well people!!)
Today I had a lot of memories
All of them leading to a stupid stupid thing I said a few years ago
I'm sorry I ever said it
I'm sorry I ever thought it!!

The days I realy want a hug
Is the days I can't just hug them:/
Sometime I wish people would hug me
For no reason
And it wasn't me asking for one or me huging them for no reason

(8) but u held me down
(8) you know if never hurt you that way
(8) I can't hear your screams anymore
(8) just get through this day
(8) lose myself
(8) there's to much guilt to pay
-evenessence the last song I'm waisting on you

Well I better get back to my course work a page to go and I'm done:D

If eyes could speek one look would say everything (8)

Here I go again trying to pretentious my hands are steady -if eyes could speek
He broke my headband while we were swapping head were
So I was teasing him by going " you'll regret it" and teasily saying stuff like that
So he was practically on his knees begging for forgiveness and said " I'll do anything for you to forgive me"
I should have said something tarty but I made him let me were his scarf >.<
And he had to pin me to the floor to get it back at the end of the lesson
And somewhere in the middle of pining me to the floor he opened my shirt a little with out me noticing :L
Shame I don't have the guts to tell him :L
My dance teacher said I was a realy good dancer wich is a tottal boost cus my dancing is my worst next to high notes:L
And I got my Yale letter with my auddition speech and times in yesterday
And it says I need to have a solo song preperd so I asked my singing teacher what she thinks I should do she said do funny huney -Chicago
Me and autumn were crying tears of happyness it was ...emotional?
Exsept for the stress and being ill life is fab :)
(8) come on and kiss the girl

And I know that I'm sinking but my hand is out streched take it and lead me to the sun set (8) -ma song:P

Im so hyped up !
Tbf I love it when I have last leson with bethan when she's extreamly hyper :L
* slow harp music is playing *
bethan- is this music turning u on ?
Hannah-creases
* bethan lies on back being funny flirty *
hannah-I'm sorry bethan but it's not doing it for me
Bethan -oh really?
* we both crease *
and that is why I love her:L
I think it's time I blogged about him...
I have already tould alot of people
In theatertrain there is a lad called myles
He's cute
He's funny
He makes me smile
He makes me want to dance
And last saterday we almost kissed * silly people walked into corridor*
I really like him
But maybe it was my imagination telling me he likes me back?
Was are almost i'n my head?
Who knows?
I just wish he'd see me
Like see me i'n a relaitionship way
We have been mates since I was 9/8 then he left to move to Portugal
Then he was a " chaffarone" for tts royal Albert hall show
Then he joined wrexham theatertrain and we have been getting closer since
( I would like to point out I can spell since now :D)
Down side
He's abit younger than me:/
And don't know if he could handle a relaitionship :/
Uch wish someone would tell me it's gona b alright

Today somebody came up to me and said I could sing realy nice and I should enter x factor or britons got talent ^.^ singing isn't me strong point so it was a huge boost ^.^

Well I'm off to the gym and I have so far it a week lost half a stone saterday is my 2 week marker so tell u tomorrow what I have lost :D
Byeeeeeeeee <3

Why I love my dad

He sat with me today for a few hours and we talked about how I can change my life
How I'm feeling
How I can lose waight
How people can hurt you
How they can ruin people
How they will always stay like that ( before ppl start jumping to conclusion I'm on about jack and them idiots)
How moods can affect your diet
He is so much more than a father
He's my dad
My best friend at times
He's always there for me
I love him :)

Here as I watch the ships go by (8) ( it's my solo line i'n tt )

Hey all
Long time no post
Tt starts again tomorrow !!
I'm so exsited >.<
sometimes I wonder if I could make it?
In anything really
Today at lunch
I sat and thought about my family
There worries
There joys
There love
I love my family
I have never said I'm family oriented but I gess I am :)