well what a day!!!
i tould my folks im bi
i went 2 school
stressed alot
toby hurt me,confused me,all round aaaaaaaaaaaaa
a big discusion with my dad bigest heart to heart ever !
stil not 100% what he thinks
toby says she wants me bk
now my brain is pulp !!
id like 2 thank (insert the name of my christian folower with myspace that she dousent use that offten that loves church and all that shizz)i was amazed somone els read my boring life exsept my mates .so yeah thank u david u mean everything 2 me and thank u every1 for my texts and suport love ya all!!
so i say byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeexx
Friday, 16 April 2010
Wednesday, 14 April 2010
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE POLOS!!!:L:L
school has been ok i gess wasnt as bad as i had been dreding well i still have tons of course work and every class has said ARAAHOLIADAU
o well thoughts of my magick bunny have helped me get through :$
SHE GESSED!! you could have tould me sooner was not fair
pe 2moz SAVE MEEEE well i hope we get 2 swap groups
things i have ether said or in my story:-
"Ever paranoied kiss, every little touch, every seacret glance GOD I LOVE YOU !!! "
"i avoided eyecontact so i let out my heart"
" i love you"
bug what post?
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeexxx
school has been ok i gess wasnt as bad as i had been dreding well i still have tons of course work and every class has said ARAAHOLIADAU
o well thoughts of my magick bunny have helped me get through :$
SHE GESSED!! you could have tould me sooner was not fair
pe 2moz SAVE MEEEE well i hope we get 2 swap groups
things i have ether said or in my story:-
"Ever paranoied kiss, every little touch, every seacret glance GOD I LOVE YOU !!! "
"i avoided eyecontact so i let out my heart"
" i love you"
bug what post?
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeexxx
Thursday, 8 April 2010
be proud of me....
i have done it guys i tould my auntie shes chufft it tould her and we had the bigest heart to heart ever!!!
magick bunny: u should b proud of me because i did it i went a day with out it :) and the fact i tould my auntie all about u and she loves u for the way u make me feel she said "hannah i can tell u love her just by the way u talk bout her and i like her to just for the way she makes u smile" and i forgot 2 say I LOVE YOU!!!!
dafydd: i ow u a big thank u because with out u i would still b sitting im my pit of misserie thinking hmmm what would it b like 2 tell my auntie u gave me confidense in myself to get up and do it :D thank you dafydd
bug :with out your suport i would still b hidding my emotions and would never have tould most of the people who no about me and with out that boost to tell other people i wouldnt have tould my auntie thank you !!!!
buzz:just being here to talk to when i dindnt no wich way was up and wich way was down and thanks for suporting THANKS :D
i need 2 thank all my mates today for there suport and way they have been there for me just evan to lissen 2 me it gave me that boost 2 day to tell my auntie and help me start out on my new page thank u xxxxxxx
"when life gets toghe i get togher "
(8) i have confidense in sunshine,i have confidense in rain ,i have confidense that spring will come againg because i have confindense in you i have confidense im ME (8)
(8)sun sun will come out tomorrow bet your bottom doler that tomorrow there be sun(8)
"life gouse on we just have to try and keep up "
I LOVE YOU !!!!!
byeeeeeeeeeee x
magick bunny: u should b proud of me because i did it i went a day with out it :) and the fact i tould my auntie all about u and she loves u for the way u make me feel she said "hannah i can tell u love her just by the way u talk bout her and i like her to just for the way she makes u smile" and i forgot 2 say I LOVE YOU!!!!
dafydd: i ow u a big thank u because with out u i would still b sitting im my pit of misserie thinking hmmm what would it b like 2 tell my auntie u gave me confidense in myself to get up and do it :D thank you dafydd
bug :with out your suport i would still b hidding my emotions and would never have tould most of the people who no about me and with out that boost to tell other people i wouldnt have tould my auntie thank you !!!!
buzz:just being here to talk to when i dindnt no wich way was up and wich way was down and thanks for suporting THANKS :D
i need 2 thank all my mates today for there suport and way they have been there for me just evan to lissen 2 me it gave me that boost 2 day to tell my auntie and help me start out on my new page thank u xxxxxxx
"when life gets toghe i get togher "
(8) i have confidense in sunshine,i have confidense in rain ,i have confidense that spring will come againg because i have confindense in you i have confidense im ME (8)
(8)sun sun will come out tomorrow bet your bottom doler that tomorrow there be sun(8)
"life gouse on we just have to try and keep up "
I LOVE YOU !!!!!
byeeeeeeeeeee x
Monday, 5 April 2010
i seen this question thing thought id have a go
When was your last kiss?
i cant remeber (thats bad )erm not within the las 4 days atleast memory of a fish
Last person you told a secret to?
dafydd or le ginger
Who was the last person(s) you hung out with?
erm le ginger i think
When was the last time you really laughed?
i did for a bit today
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
me cus i was doing my eyeliner (silly me hehe) other wise i cry infront of no 1
Who was the last person you hugged?
my granny cus im epic
Who are your best friends?
i have tons they no who they r
Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
yes my brother and dafydd :) well most of the males in my life mean alot 2 me
What do you hear right now?
Sixx: A.M. - Pray for Me
Do you want to start over with anyone?
id like 2 with any 1 i have argued with
If you were in the hospital, would the last person you kissed visit you?
well i hope so cus tobys ment 2 b dating me
Do you miss someone?
toby <3
Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point that isn't around now?
yes no questions
Where's your phone right now?
dead next 1 me
Did the last person you kiss have a tattoo?
nope unless u call doodles on ya hand with pen tattoos :]
Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
yep i love hugs
Do you like waking up and having new text messages?
yes XD ones that say "i cant wait 2 see you today love you hannah xxx" them texts <3
Will tomorrow be a good day?
yes toby and me are finally meating up :)
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
earlyer on :@ i will punch him one day
Are you the same as you were at the beginning of 2008?
hell no im waaaaaaaaaaaaay difrent
If you married the last person that texted you, what would your last name be?
wouldnt u like 2 no ;P
Were you single on your last birthday?
Yep
Are you jealous of someone right now?
yep but who im jealous of u will never no
Can you commit to one person?
yes i dont roll any other way
If you woke up next to the last person you texted, what would you say?
well lets say id be brightred and then think hmmm how did i get here
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had in 2010?
1
Are you satisfied with your life right now?
sure i gess
What is something you like to do when you're down?
lisen 2 some music ,chocolate,a drink of hot choc, and hope a mate is online to talk
Can you whistle?
yes i can
What are your initials?
HLD
How do you feel about yourself as a person?
I hate me
What is something that you're looking forward to?
tomorrow "Hug-where 2 hearts are wraped up in arms "
Whens the last time you cried?
not long ago
Do you prefer to take your showers at night or in the morning?
i take a bath in the morning 2 wake up :)
What was the reason behind why you last cried?
some one i thought who woud never hurt me actually hurt me by being a nob!
Is there someone you could spend every minute with and be happy?
erm if u count my mates as one person then yep XD
Can you honestly say that looks don't matter?
in other ppl ? nope not atall.in myself? god i wish i looked like some 1 els
Who did you instant message last?
rhys i think or dafydd
Is there anyone who doesn't like you for no apparent reason?
erm i think they hate me cus of my opinion of them :)
Have you had your heart broken?
erm yfallau
Have you ever been with anyone and thought “I want to be with this person forever”?
Yep
Have you ever dated someone older then you?
Yes.now hes my brother:)
Tell me what’s on your mind?
if i shaved my hair off i could get rid of it and have a wig :) but what would toby think ? if i died how much pain would i go throu ? where the hell did my lager go? o well yay 2moz cant wait XD
What do you do when you have a bad day?
think,chocolet,hot choc,internet for music and quotes
Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
yes many
Do you say sorry first?
most times i gess.
Have you ever held hands with the driver while they were driving?
no
Something you’re happy about?
TOBY <3<3
Do you wish you never dated someone you dated?
yes no detaels
Is it usually easy to make you smile?
depends on how much of a mood im in
Marriage in your future?
maby
Are you afraid of commitment?
Never
Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
is there such a thing?
How did you get your last bruise?
i erm fell over my own 2 feet :$ dancing badly
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
yes ended badly
Who’s in your profile picture with you?
on this? its not evan of me
What are you doing tomorrow?
get reddy look stunning (well as stunning as i get)meat toby go round town ,to r medow<3 homework when i get home and finnish blushing hehe
Ever broke a bone?
nope
Last time you had pizza?
saterday went 2 pitzza hut with dad and ten bought lost boys and sweeny tod on dvd
How many days until your next birthday?
work it out 4 yaself
What surprised you today?
what a nob my brother could b
Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
curly but frizz mainnly :L
Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
chocolate <3
How many people texted you today?
1
Do you know anyone who is pregnant?
nope
Do you have any hickies?
nope
Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
yeah but thats life.
Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
i keep them 4 a bit then let go after a while.
Could you ever be friends again with someone that broke your heart?
I ges so .
Who was the last person you had an argument with?
do u really want 2 no.
Can you roll your tongue?
hehe yep
What are you listening to?
u asked this b4 Sixx: A.M. - Pray for Me yes i like this song
Do you like scented candles?
they make me sneez but i like them :D
Did you have a good birthday last year?
yes
Where are you going on vacation next?
i dont no yet but summer time
Have you kissed anyone in the past 48 hours?
nope
Do you like your first name?
hannah is coman i prefer my midle name lowen :]
Do you have any siblings?
1 brother that isnt actually my brother but a mate heeh
Did you cry today?
yep
What were you doing an hour ago?
reading blogs and drinking my lager
What is the weather like today?
its wrexham its cold
Do you think it would be more fun to model or to shoot the photographs?
both i wouldnt b able 2 pick
Are you younger than 21?
yep
Do you have feelings for anyone?
yes toby
Do you know what you're going to put as the subject of this?
yes im going 2 put"i seen this question thing thought id have a go"
What is the lowest grade you have right now?
erm a e or a d but its yr so
How often do you buy new makeup?
not very
Do you like the 'new' MySpace?
I dont have myspace
Are you sick or becoming sick?
very
How often do you say 'lol' in a computer or text conversation?
a few times
What does your mom say about the pictures on your MySpace?
i dont have myspace
Any feelings for anyone?
yes
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
well i hope so
Do you believe in kissing when you're not together yet?
no not at all i dont roll that way
i cant remeber (thats bad )erm not within the las 4 days atleast memory of a fish
Last person you told a secret to?
dafydd or le ginger
Who was the last person(s) you hung out with?
erm le ginger i think
When was the last time you really laughed?
i did for a bit today
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
me cus i was doing my eyeliner (silly me hehe) other wise i cry infront of no 1
Who was the last person you hugged?
my granny cus im epic
Who are your best friends?
i have tons they no who they r
Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
yes my brother and dafydd :) well most of the males in my life mean alot 2 me
What do you hear right now?
Sixx: A.M. - Pray for Me
Do you want to start over with anyone?
id like 2 with any 1 i have argued with
If you were in the hospital, would the last person you kissed visit you?
well i hope so cus tobys ment 2 b dating me
Do you miss someone?
toby <3
Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point that isn't around now?
yes no questions
Where's your phone right now?
dead next 1 me
Did the last person you kiss have a tattoo?
nope unless u call doodles on ya hand with pen tattoos :]
Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
yep i love hugs
Do you like waking up and having new text messages?
yes XD ones that say "i cant wait 2 see you today love you hannah xxx" them texts <3
Will tomorrow be a good day?
yes toby and me are finally meating up :)
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
earlyer on :@ i will punch him one day
Are you the same as you were at the beginning of 2008?
hell no im waaaaaaaaaaaaay difrent
If you married the last person that texted you, what would your last name be?
wouldnt u like 2 no ;P
Were you single on your last birthday?
Yep
Are you jealous of someone right now?
yep but who im jealous of u will never no
Can you commit to one person?
yes i dont roll any other way
If you woke up next to the last person you texted, what would you say?
well lets say id be brightred and then think hmmm how did i get here
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had in 2010?
1
Are you satisfied with your life right now?
sure i gess
What is something you like to do when you're down?
lisen 2 some music ,chocolate,a drink of hot choc, and hope a mate is online to talk
Can you whistle?
yes i can
What are your initials?
HLD
How do you feel about yourself as a person?
I hate me
What is something that you're looking forward to?
tomorrow "Hug-where 2 hearts are wraped up in arms "
Whens the last time you cried?
not long ago
Do you prefer to take your showers at night or in the morning?
i take a bath in the morning 2 wake up :)
What was the reason behind why you last cried?
some one i thought who woud never hurt me actually hurt me by being a nob!
Is there someone you could spend every minute with and be happy?
erm if u count my mates as one person then yep XD
Can you honestly say that looks don't matter?
in other ppl ? nope not atall.in myself? god i wish i looked like some 1 els
Who did you instant message last?
rhys i think or dafydd
Is there anyone who doesn't like you for no apparent reason?
erm i think they hate me cus of my opinion of them :)
Have you had your heart broken?
erm yfallau
Have you ever been with anyone and thought “I want to be with this person forever”?
Yep
Have you ever dated someone older then you?
Yes.now hes my brother:)
Tell me what’s on your mind?
if i shaved my hair off i could get rid of it and have a wig :) but what would toby think ? if i died how much pain would i go throu ? where the hell did my lager go? o well yay 2moz cant wait XD
What do you do when you have a bad day?
think,chocolet,hot choc,internet for music and quotes
Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
yes many
Do you say sorry first?
most times i gess.
Have you ever held hands with the driver while they were driving?
no
Something you’re happy about?
TOBY <3<3
Do you wish you never dated someone you dated?
yes no detaels
Is it usually easy to make you smile?
depends on how much of a mood im in
Marriage in your future?
maby
Are you afraid of commitment?
Never
Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
is there such a thing?
How did you get your last bruise?
i erm fell over my own 2 feet :$ dancing badly
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
yes ended badly
Who’s in your profile picture with you?
on this? its not evan of me
What are you doing tomorrow?
get reddy look stunning (well as stunning as i get)meat toby go round town ,to r medow<3 homework when i get home and finnish blushing hehe
Ever broke a bone?
nope
Last time you had pizza?
saterday went 2 pitzza hut with dad and ten bought lost boys and sweeny tod on dvd
How many days until your next birthday?
work it out 4 yaself
What surprised you today?
what a nob my brother could b
Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
curly but frizz mainnly :L
Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
chocolate <3
How many people texted you today?
1
Do you know anyone who is pregnant?
nope
Do you have any hickies?
nope
Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
yeah but thats life.
Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
i keep them 4 a bit then let go after a while.
Could you ever be friends again with someone that broke your heart?
I ges so .
Who was the last person you had an argument with?
do u really want 2 no.
Can you roll your tongue?
hehe yep
What are you listening to?
u asked this b4 Sixx: A.M. - Pray for Me yes i like this song
Do you like scented candles?
they make me sneez but i like them :D
Did you have a good birthday last year?
yes
Where are you going on vacation next?
i dont no yet but summer time
Have you kissed anyone in the past 48 hours?
nope
Do you like your first name?
hannah is coman i prefer my midle name lowen :]
Do you have any siblings?
1 brother that isnt actually my brother but a mate heeh
Did you cry today?
yep
What were you doing an hour ago?
reading blogs and drinking my lager
What is the weather like today?
its wrexham its cold
Do you think it would be more fun to model or to shoot the photographs?
both i wouldnt b able 2 pick
Are you younger than 21?
yep
Do you have feelings for anyone?
yes toby
Do you know what you're going to put as the subject of this?
yes im going 2 put"i seen this question thing thought id have a go"
What is the lowest grade you have right now?
erm a e or a d but its yr so
How often do you buy new makeup?
not very
Do you like the 'new' MySpace?
I dont have myspace
Are you sick or becoming sick?
very
How often do you say 'lol' in a computer or text conversation?
a few times
What does your mom say about the pictures on your MySpace?
i dont have myspace
Any feelings for anyone?
yes
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
well i hope so
Do you believe in kissing when you're not together yet?
no not at all i dont roll that way
Sunday, 4 April 2010
this poem is epic
as i was looking throu blogs i found this one girl from new york she wrote stuff i tottley got any ho as i was looking at her stuff i found this poem and loved it so here it is
You
You can make me laugh on my worst day
You remind why I have to watch what I say
You are the reason I smile
You are the one I hope will be here for a while
You are the one I want and no one can change it
You are my everything
You are amazing
so ye thats the poem byeeee x
You
You can make me laugh on my worst day
You remind why I have to watch what I say
You are the reason I smile
You are the one I hope will be here for a while
You are the one I want and no one can change it
You are my everything
You are amazing
so ye thats the poem byeeee x
days like this is the days i wish i was dead
happy easter 2 start of with :)
i hope every 1 likes choc and had tos of it:)
i got up at 2pm (yes late nights long lie ins hehe)
in bath by 2:30
out of bath at 5:30 hehe long baths are epic
what i hate bout days like this is it starts out epic then i some how get very low
then start crying then i tend 2 go 2 deep in2 thought and some more crying
and the person i thought id talk 2 to try get rid of my thoughts isnt online :(
so i end up reeeaaalllllyyyy down and wonder where did i start goin down hill?
anser is i have no idea
im also in my grannys so i have non of my choc from easter with me so i cant comfort eat on choc so i sit here wondering when will my juliet come bk 2 me ,how will i ever b good enoff for her,how can i smile and make this mood go away
buzz said its my hormones well if so god mine must b fucked up cus i go like this most days well exsept one monday......
but u dont need 2 no why hehe
i havent done any home work yet i keep procrastanating
im obese and wish i could just fall asleep one night and wake up and b the size 12/14 i should b or skinneyer
well nights x
i hope every 1 likes choc and had tos of it:)
i got up at 2pm (yes late nights long lie ins hehe)
in bath by 2:30
out of bath at 5:30 hehe long baths are epic
what i hate bout days like this is it starts out epic then i some how get very low
then start crying then i tend 2 go 2 deep in2 thought and some more crying
and the person i thought id talk 2 to try get rid of my thoughts isnt online :(
so i end up reeeaaalllllyyyy down and wonder where did i start goin down hill?
anser is i have no idea
im also in my grannys so i have non of my choc from easter with me so i cant comfort eat on choc so i sit here wondering when will my juliet come bk 2 me ,how will i ever b good enoff for her,how can i smile and make this mood go away
buzz said its my hormones well if so god mine must b fucked up cus i go like this most days well exsept one monday......
but u dont need 2 no why hehe
i havent done any home work yet i keep procrastanating
im obese and wish i could just fall asleep one night and wake up and b the size 12/14 i should b or skinneyer
well nights x
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