happy easter 2 start of with :)
i hope every 1 likes choc and had tos of it:)
i got up at 2pm (yes late nights long lie ins hehe)
in bath by 2:30
out of bath at 5:30 hehe long baths are epic
what i hate bout days like this is it starts out epic then i some how get very low
then start crying then i tend 2 go 2 deep in2 thought and some more crying
and the person i thought id talk 2 to try get rid of my thoughts isnt online :(
so i end up reeeaaalllllyyyy down and wonder where did i start goin down hill?
anser is i have no idea
im also in my grannys so i have non of my choc from easter with me so i cant comfort eat on choc so i sit here wondering when will my juliet come bk 2 me ,how will i ever b good enoff for her,how can i smile and make this mood go away
buzz said its my hormones well if so god mine must b fucked up cus i go like this most days well exsept one monday......
but u dont need 2 no why hehe
i havent done any home work yet i keep procrastanating
im obese and wish i could just fall asleep one night and wake up and b the size 12/14 i should b or skinneyer
well nights x
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