Shittt!

My auntie went to hospital this morning because of pains and contractions!
It's way to early for the baby to come!
So they stoped the contractions thank god
Last night I went to my local colege's open evening
And I found this course
I am in love with it
Now here's my down side
I need a C in english and I can't spell
And the audition is really hard to get in:/
Ie last year 89 students auditioned 29 got in
It's the only thing I want to do!
And it says in a fancy way
I have to b fit so no more shit for me
I just want to make it so bad :(
Yesterday it was the fist time I ever thought fuck the world and it's shit I'm going to b happy
So for an hour I was
Then I fell asleep:L
Wish list:-
To get that c in English
To be happy
To pass the audition ( which entaitels a song solo a monolog and a dance solo)
And for that prince/princess to come sweep me off my feet
To lose wait
And that my auntie will b ok