2day was reaallly hard :'( a rehersal with my converse and yeah ACWARD!!!
i got up at 8 (an extra houre compered 2 normal)but i was still shatterd because i didnt go 2 bed till 2am (silly me)and then my granny couldnt find the forum studio theater so i was late :\
but as girlfriend (part shamefully not really one ) i have a spotty fake fur cought that smells like an old people's home,and im nervous because i couldnt say any of my lines (one of the reasons is i cant act 2 things at a time and i was acting like i was fine and as my part)the forum studio is tichyso projection isn't hard .some one burnt there jacket on the heater lol.i just cant cover up how i feel any more and getting nervous for how my perants will take my news (when i tell them),the show ,and if i can hold my self 2gether.he's all i think aot and i cant kick him out of my head hes staying and not buging !!(remebers confo with buzz)
i dont thnk i would have lasted this long with out crying if it wasnt for the song Evanescence - Lithium
so hears a link for it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FlpCsojBufQ
:'\ byeeeeeee
You will never get as obsessed as i was. If you reread my blog youll notice that he has a abnormal connection with me and me to him .
ReplyDeleteYour normal . Compared to me .
That will never happen . He's not worth getting worked up over . You don't wanna endanger your chances of becoming a theater actress do you ? . You should only like someone who likes you back . If you like someone who doesnt , its time to move on . Trust me . I learnt that the hard way . XX Cheer up muffin XX Ly x
no but hes stuck and hes not packen his bags 2 leave its hard i wonder what he would say if he didnt have exams (that was most probably the nice was 2 say no your fugle leave me be)and im not food¬¬ i am tring xxxxly2xxx
ReplyDeleteHes only there cause you want him to be . x
ReplyDeletebut i also want him 2 like me bk but that hasnt happed x
ReplyDeleteCause hes not in your head . I can make anyone like me in my head . but , otherwise they have there own free will . forget about him ... If he doesnt want you ,He's not worth it .xx
ReplyDeleteI no what ur talking about
ReplyDeleteBut he's only in ur head cause u want him there
I can tell u it's not worth it but u won't believe me.
Just try your best and you'll do great !!!
Your not fugly !!!!!